I Love the Smell of Freedom in the Morning
When I walked out of the room into the hallway and announced that I was finished, the lady looked at me like I was crazy. She was responsible for administering the exams. “I thought you were taking the USLME Step 1,” she said. “I was,” I replied. Apparently, she’d never seen anyone finish the 8-hour exam in less than 4 hours. And I’m sure she didn’t suspect that the girl with pink hair would be the one to set the new speed record.
That’s right, today I took the first test in the series of U.S. medical licensing exams, the so-called Step 1. I only have two more Steps to go, and I’ll be eligible for licensure in the States.
Today was an interesting day. I woke up early this morning, drank my coffee and forced myself to eat some breakfast. At around 8:00 a.m. my partner dropped me off at the testing center to take the exam. When I walked into the testing area, the lady informed me that I had to remove my headscarf, per policy. I reluctantly removed the scarf, revealing a pile of pink, greasy, hadn’t-been-washed-in-days-because-of-my-study-marathon, matted hair. Luckily, that turned out to be the worst part of the exam.
Less than four hours later, I strolled out of the testing area, took the elevator to the ground floor, and waltzed outside to breathe in the warm, city air. Ahhh, I do love the smell of freedom in the morning, it smells like victory.
I’ve been studying for this exam for over a month. My entire life had been reduced to memorizing a monumental pile of seemingly random facts. I had been living, eating, and breathing this exam for so long. And now it’s finally over!
It definitely wasn’t the easiest exam I’ve ever taken, but I don’t think it was unbearably difficult. Some of the questions I knew right away, and others I had to take a wild guess on. However, I don’t want to comment on how I think I did because I don’t have any wood to knock on nearby, and I’d rather not jinx myself.
The good news is that I have the next two weeks off, and then I start my first clinical rotation. I plan on enjoying every minute of the next two weeks. I don’t plan on reading a single medical textbook, and I’m certainly not going to be memorizing pharmacokinetic equations.
Instead, I’m going to enjoy the sweet smell of freedom, and savor every last drop of it, since I know it won’t last forever.
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